Read Mark 6

Notice in this account that Jesus never takes His eyes off of His disciples. Though He may not have been with them in the boat in that moment, it did not mean that He wasn’t aware of everything that was going on.

Just because we may find ourselves in a storm from time to time, it doesn’t mean that in the boat, Jesus does not know exactly where you are. Though it may feel like you are on your own rest assured in knowing that the Savior has His eyes fixed on you.

“Dear God, help me trust in You to a greater degree, even amidst the scariest storms of life. I know You have Your eyes on me and that You know where I am the entire time. Thank You for that assurance. In Jesus name, Amen.”

Here are the devotionals for days 5-7 (January 20-22)

Day 5

Read Mark 5

The demon-possessed man was struggling with something that not only kept him up all night, but it was also something he had dealt

with for a very long time. He was in constant agony and wanted relief so badly. He would cut himself out of frustration, irritation and desperation, wondering why he was dealing with this issue.

Do you ever find yourself so frustrated that you hurt not only yourself but others? Ever struggle about why you’re in a particular situation? Notice that in this passage, the man saw Jesus, ran to Him, laid it down at His feet, and was changed forever. After his encounter with the Messiah, he was purposely sent back to his home town so people could see the change that Jesus made in him.

“Heavenly Father, I pray that today I would have the kind of resolve it takes to lay my burdens at Your feet. I am faced with so much and I know that You care about every last detail of my life. Create a testimony through my experiences that will reach others some day and bring You the glory You deserve. Amen.”

Day 6

Read 1 Samuel 13

It was no doubt that Saul was under a lot of pressure to lead the people into battle. Though he had been given specific instruc- tions on how to proceed, he felt compelled to offer the burnt offering himself. Instead of worshipping in the Lord’s way, Saul chose to do it how he saw fit. This was a huge mistake that cost Saul the anointing as king.

No matter what your instincts might be telling you, it is NEVER the prompting of the Holy Spirit to go outside of God’s will to get things done. As a leader, this will remove you from God’s covering, in addition to everyone you have been charged to lead.

“Father, I thank You for the Holy Spirit that guides and prompts me in Your ways. Thank You that You never leave me or forsake me. Help me to always choose Your ways over my own, for Your ways are higher than mine. In Jesus name, Amen.”

Day 7

Read 1 Samuel 14

Jonathan and his armor bearer made room for God to act on their behalf. They had the perspective that God was bigger than them and able to do more than they could. They also understood that God did not have the same limitations or hindrances that they were subject to.

In this season, we should make room for God in our lives through every means available: praying, fasting, giving, devotions. When we make room for God to operate in our lives, He can do much more to fix our situations than we can. When we submit areas of our lives to God, He can remove the hindrances and push past our personal limitations.

“Lord, I ask You to show me areas of personal limitation in my life. I know that You want to bring a breakthrough in this area and I pray You would show me how to make room for You to move. Show me, teach me, guide me and change me, Father. You are bigger than I am and can do way more than I can! Amen.”

Day 3

Read 1 Samuel 11

The Israelites were under attack. Was there anyone that could save them? Note some interesting symbolism here: Nahash means “serpent.” Jabesh means “dried up.” The “eye” is symbolic of vision and whenever “right” is mentioned, as in the “right hand of God,” it symbolizes authority. Clearly, the at- tack was a spiritual one.

When our relationship with Jesus feels “dried up”, our enemy attacks. Have you ever considered compromise as an option? Compromise comes from a lack of vision and authority over the enemy. Today, ask the Holy Spirit to reveal any compromise in your life and where you need to be recom- mitted to Christ. Respond in obedience and Jesus will restore both your authority and your vision so you will experience victory!

“Lord, my desire is to follow You with all of my heart, soul, mind, and strength. Please help me today to see any of the areas of my life in which I have intentionally or unintentionally allowed compromise to creep in. Today, I re- commit my life completely to You. Awaken my soul and fill me with Your presence. Amen.”

Day 4

Read 1 Samuel 12

The prophet Samuel gives his farewell address after anointing Israel’s first king, Saul. God graciously permitted His people to have an earthly king and promised to bless them as long as they and their king remained obedient to Him first. However, the Israelites’ failure to comply with God’s standards result- ed in them missing out on the promises that their ancestors received.

God wants to rule and reign in our hearts. We often struggle with walking by faith and not by sight, so we seek something tangible. God, in His perfect permissive will and grace, will grant our requests under a stipulation – that we are completely obedient to His Word. The promises of God always carry the asterisk of obedience.

“Heavenly Father, I pray that You give me the strength to be obedient to Your Word. During this season of fasting and prayer, help me to hear Your voice more clearly so that I can op- erate within Your will. Amen.”

(All devotionals are courtesy of Pastor Stovall Weems.)

Read Mark 4

Jesus gave us insight into understanding how His Kingdom would work in our lives. Like a farmer sowing seed, amazing things happen when the seed falls on good, healthy, fertile ground.

Our hearts are like the garden. The things we plant into our lives will grow, and weeds can sprout up if we are not paying attention. If we are going to experience all the amazing things Jesus has provided, we must be intentional about planting the “right” things in our hearts and getting rid of the “weeds”. Plant His Word, cultivate it, and it will produce an incredible harvest. As you fast, expect God to reveal Himself to you more clearly.

“Lord Jesus, thank You for helping me see the amazing truth of sowing Your Word into my life. The harvest that is produced is trans- forming my life. Help me to see You for who You really are. Help me to see myself in light of who I have become because of Your gift of righteousness. Amen.”

As we as a church go on this journey of fasting for 21 days I want to encourage you by providing a few resources. We are one of many churches that are participating in this fast which is led by Pastor Stovall Weems of Celebration Church in Jacksonville, FL. He has given free resources to anyone that is on this journey, and for a ton of resources you can go here

I will be posting the devotional part (written by Pastor Stovall Weems) of the fast each day on this site if you want to come here each day and read. In addition, YouVersion is providing a free 21 day Fasting Bible Reading Plan that you can get here. There are plenty of tools to aid you on your journey, but you have all you need on the inside. You can do this!

Day 1 Devotional -

Read 1 Samuel 10

Saul was clearly appointed by God as Israel’s first king. As a result of the Holy Spirit’s work in him, he became a different person. God was everything Saul needed for success, but as Saul’s power grew, so did his pride. He stopped seeking God’s will, and eventually jealousy and strife began to decay both him and the nation he had been entrusted to lead.

Our success depends solely on our devotion to God, not our position, wisdom, or strength. God honors obedience – we must consistently obey God. Rebellion against God is a very dangerous sin. As we choose to rebel, we close the door to forgiveness and restoration with God.

“Father God, I acknowledge that You are everything I need and I commit every area of my life to You during this season of prayer and fasting. I ask You to forgive me of any dis- obedience, arrogance and rebellion. I commit today to walk in obedience to Your Word. I surrender control to You, and ask for Your Spirit to fill me so that I might live a life that glorifies You. In Jesus Name, Amen.“

Social media is one of my favorite things on the planet. Social media is one of the things I hate the most on the planet. Yep, I love it and I hate it at the same time. For me, I am finding that I can go to Twitter, read for just about 5 minutes and get really happy and really angry at the same time. I think I have some Twitterquette that we all need to realize.

1. Remember that posts are highlights of people’s day. That’s the great thing I get to hear about people’s lives that I would not get to know otherwise. However, I have had conversations with people who compare their own lives to the Twitter lives of others. Remember, you are seeing high points of the day. They have normal lives too.
2. I am learning that I wish Baypointe Church was like other churches. Some Pastors/Churches I know never have a bad Sunday. Every Sunday is “the best Sunday at a church in the history of churches. Even Jesus would have been saved in our church today!” Let me be honest, I love the people of Baypointe Church more than I can express, but some Sundays are good and others well…not so good. I preach sermons that bomb, the band misses occasionally, volunteers sometimes don’t show, and I leave knowing we can do better. However, every Sunday we seek God through our human mistakes and that is what I love. Don’t get me wrong, some Sundays are AMAZING, and when you see me post things like that, you know it was good. However I am learning not to feel like a failure when I read about other churches, instead I celebrate with them!!! (Even if sometimes I don’t buy it…just being honest.)
3. I need help from a Bible Scholar because no where can I find the scripture that says if you have a problem with another believer…tweet it. Is it there?
4. I love reading posts from people that “mix” it up. (Unless you are a guru in certain areas like John Maxwell, Michael Hyatt, etc. Then just do your thing!) They post a little about their family, church, leadership, ramblings, funny quotes, sports teams, bible passages, food likes and dislikes, etc. I love and admire these types of people. I like posts about all these things, unless you only pick one and that is all you post about. Sorry, I get bored.
5. Please do not think the number of people following you is an indicator of your influence. I’ll let you marinate on that one.

I love Twitter/Facebook and all that it offers the planet. These are just a few of my little nuances, but the more I talk to people the more I am realizing that these are not just mine, they are the vast majority of people’s thoughts. Now I know the natural pushback, “Hey Ben, if you don’t like what I tweet/post, you can just unfollow me!” If this is the type of attitude you have, don’t worry, I already have…

Grace.

pBen

After taking some time off I am getting back to writing for a couple reasons.

1. It helps me process my thoughts.
2. I’ve made enough mistakes that hopefully others can avoid through reading some things.
3. Some people actually read this blog, which is still humbling and mind blowing.

So let me start with a brief recap of what is going on in the world of Baypointe Church. We are now 1 year old which is a tremendous miracle that many churches never get to experience. The number of people to thank is numerous. From the amazing staff at Baypointe Church, to the incredibly faithful volunteers that make Baypointe the church that it is, to our denominational leaders, and the constant support of ARC, people have been behind us and that has made things easier. Notice, I did not say easy, I said easier. If you are getting into church planting because you think it is easy, please stop reading, walk to the nearest concrete wall and bang your head a few times until you lose consciousness. You, my friend, need a wake up to reality call.

Church planting is not for everyone, and that is not an accusation or a value statement. Some of the greatest people I know can not plant a church because it is not how they are wired. At the same time, I would have an almost impossible time just moving to another church and becoming the pastor. It is not a good or bad thing, it is just how people are different. God needs all of us, but He REALLY needs us to be honest about who we are and what He has called us to do. He has called me to plant/pastor Baypointe Church, and that is exactly what I plan on doing. I ahev moved around enough, uprooted my family enough, and I fully believe that God has placed us in our home. Does that mean I will not need an outlet to start things? Of course not! I must have an outlet. I just think it will be in the avenue of helping other church planters/replanters/or church revitalizations. I do not have it all figured out by far, but I think I can help some people. I am still, and will always, be learning.

A lot of people have asked what are the next big things for Baypointe Church.  Here they are:

1. The launch of our Student Ministry – Hydrate! Chris and Jean Abbott have joined our team and are doing a great job of getting this thing planned. We have big things in store for the students of Bay County!
2. Growth Track. This is an intentional set of classes that will help people get plugged into Baypointe Church at a deeper level. We value the local church and want people to understand what it really means to be a part of a spiritual community.
3. Continued Growth. God has grown our church in a steady and healthy way. I am only looking forward to meeting and watching the growth of more families.

Ok, so now I have broken the ice and started writing again. I haven’t written a lot in the last few months, but you better get ready, because that just means I have been saving up!!!

On May 15th, I had the huge honor of baptizing people, many of whom are new followers of Christ. This was such an amazing day I wanted to share some pics. I wish I could tell the stories of the people in these photos because then you would understand the smiles and joy they were feeling that day. To all the people that support, sponsor, and pray for Baypointe Church, thank you. From all of them, thank you. This is a portion of the results you had a hand in!

*Disclaimer* In addition to the people you see, there were other kids and teens, and because they are minors, I decided against posting their pics on the internet. There is one little girl in the photos that you will see me hugging…this is my oldest daughter!!!!! It was one of the most special moments I have had as a dad. I couldn’t resist, I am a dad first!

Yesterday I was moved. Not just the kind that stirs you for a few minutes then you return to life as normal. No, I was moved. I sat in the front row of Baypointe Church and listened to a strong woman stand publically, and tell her story. A story of intense pain…a story of emotional scars…a story that would stop the life of most. Then the story changed. The story was about her moving forward, dealing with the pain and living through it as opposed to using it as an excuse for a stagnant life. The story was about her putting trust in Jesus and claiming his promise that he has overcome this world. She stood in front of a church with people that she knows, and some whom she doesn’t and gave us a glimpse into her soul.

Somehow during parts of her teaching I was detached from my life with her, and just saw a beautiful woman encouraging me through her story, her perseverance, and her faith. Then in one split second it hit me like a brick. This woman, hurt and broken in areas, strong and relentless in others, was given to me by God to take care of. He created me for her, to stand by her when she cries, to laugh when she says something funny, and to protect her from anything. Some days I get it right, and others, well, not so right. I watched my bride, the one God created for me, tell her story and I knew that lives were being changed.

I was moved. I was challenged. I was encouraged. I have said many times that I find God in people’s stories, and yesterday it happened again. I found God as my wife and friend showed me how truly strong someone can be.

My prayer for you today:

May you never under appreciate the people in your life that God has placed there. May we see more value in these people than in anything we can ever buy or earn. In the dark moments of life, we will find them there saying nothing but “I’m here,” and may we see God in that person. May we truly love with everything in us the people that we have been given by God to share this brief life with. Amen.

Grace.

pBen

When I was a kid I wanted no two foods on my plate to touch. I hated it. It could be two of my favorite foods but if they touched, forget it, it was tainted. So many times if the food did touch, I would freak out and someone would say, it’s no big deal, its all going to the same place just eat it! This is the most stupid logic I have heard. Next time you go out to dinner, order your dessert with your main course. Mix them up and eat it, I mean it’s all going to the same place right? Kids have it right, they want there plate of food to have some crucial element: MARGIN.

I am learning the priceless value of margin in my life. Over the last few months I have learned a valuable lesson about margin, and it is this: Margin must be intentional. It will not happen by accident. Let me explain. A few months ago, I sat down and wrote out all the things I need to do in a week. Things like sermon prep, staff development, date nights, family nights, church strategy, and working out were all on the list. I created a schedule and it was great. Everything was getting done, I was productive, my plate was full but nothing was touching. I had margin. Then I broke my wrist. That was where it all started. I couldn’t work out so that was off my plate so I will replace it with something, but it took more time than working out did so it began to touch the other food on my plate. That created a little stress so I added some “stress relief” time but since nothing else came off my plate, it was touching another section of food. So I was getting more and more full with things touching, and as a result, everything lost it’s flavor. It all ran together. Did I get things done? Absolutely, but here was the problem. My schedule was dominating me. I was out of control and getting things done reactively instead of being in control of my schedule. Instead of scheduling things, I was trying to “fit” things in, and for me that doesn’t work. I was cramming in nights with Bren, trying to do meetings between meetings, and in the end, it wasn’t working. What happens is that as your organization grows, your responsibilities change. You have to be willing to let go of some of the things you used to do, and be ready to handle the things that are now essential. Some of the things I will let go of, I really like to do, but my likes are not as valuable as the responsibility God has given me to lead this church. Margin in your schedule is not just a nice thing to have. It is a critical thing to have, and I will ensure that I keep it.

What have I done to fix it? I threw my plate away. Yep, chucked that sucker in the garbage can. Today I will get a new plate. Assess what needs to be on the plate, and then as I add things, I promise you this. THEY WILL NOT TOUCH! I will have space between the food, and I don’t care what you say, I won’t eat it if it is touching!

Grace.

pBen